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Famous Blue Raincoat It’s four in the morning, the end of December. I’m writing you now to see if you’re better. New York is cold, but I like where I’m living. There’s music on Clinton Street all through the evening. I hear that you’re building your little house deep in the desert. You’re living for…

Flicker Flicker. Yes, flicker. There it is: A little less faint. A little more of your flame. Feel it warm your skin. Part of you trapped within. Shed a little light on this, help me see. Shed a little light on this. Underneath the scarring from his defiling. Underneath the pain. Heroines, they are not…